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Day 355

 

Dear Explorer,

 
Read John 21:1-14

 

To really understand today's study, you will need to review Day 54 from Luke 5:4-11. There we read Luke's record of how these disciples were initially called by Jesus to begin their life's work as fishers of men.

 

They were called to this ministry of leading people to Jesus and helping men find their way to God.   It was not a temporary calling.   It was a life-time commitment.

 

After seeing Jesus brutally tortured, their lives were in a jumble.  They were scared and confused.   Jesus appeared to them in the upper room, and now a few days later -- we find them fishing. Had they returned to their former occupation?    Or were they just killing time until they could decide what to do next?   We are not told.

 

But what we do know is that Jesus met them right in the middle of their confusion and replayed, almost exactly and very visibly and concretely, the same scenario as the day they decided to leave their nets and follow Him. 

 

This section reassures me that Jesus not only understands our doubts and confusion and questions, but He also has compassion and ministers to my needs in tangible ways.

 

I deal with intense feelings of inadequacy.  It stems from a childhood of verbal abuse and put downs.  But it's also Satan's biggest tool to attack me anytime I have a special opportunity to minister.   I am amazed at the creative ways that God meets me in those fears and questions.  

 

The last time I was asked to speak at a women's gathering, I was really struggling with these feelings of inadequacy.   God sent a total stranger who approached me and said, "I'm so glad that you are speaking to our group on Thursday.  My friend told me that you really, really ministered to her when you shared your testimony with the choir.  I can't wait to hear what you have to teach me on Thursday. "   I felt that God had just personally sent me the reassurance that I needed.

 

Do you know that He cares about your feelings?

 


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